So lately I've been thinking about being a really successful career woman but being alone...or being with the love of my life, and having a family, on a tight budget. I have always wanted to be that great successful woman, that worked all the time. I don't know why, but the image of people bringing home work, to my eyes; meant that they were important, and that they have made it. But in reality, I want nothing more then to be with my love, and start a family. Sure everyone wants to make more money, but when it all comes down to it, I want nothing but to feel loved, love my family, and for all to be healthy. Again referring back to the girl in high school that is struggling with cancer, I can't help but feel so lucky to be healthy and young. Life is not fair, in the way that she is just as young as I am, and is suffering with a life threatening illness....but she makes me think about how important health is, and how much I take it for granted.
Speaking of health...my mom is going in for surgery on Thursday. Just a little procedure, but it breaks my heart knowing that I won't be there to help her and knowing that my dad and my brother...well they won't be as helpful. Trying to get all of her paperwork in line for short term disability in case she does need it, is a headache in itself, let alone trying to get it all done from a different state. It's so annoying, and I wish I could be there in person to get it all done. Ugh.
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