Alone.

Sometimes....I forget that we're married. That may sound horrible...but lately I feel like I'm back in the life I used to live...in MA...living by myself in my little studio. Technically yes...I am living by myself....but I'm married. I know I'm not the only married woman going through this. But again, goes back to the being lonely thing again. And maybe it has to do w/ the fact that I never got my big perfect wedding with everyone that I love.
I know that one day it will happen, and that one day ...or in 2 months actually I'll have my husband back, and we'll live under one roof again. But right now...I can't help but feel so alone.
Sometimes I can't help but feel under appreciated. I just wanted to be appreciated and loved....