:)

I'm sitting here...cheesing. Hardcore.

The husband has been out on the field for 5 days...and I finally got a call today.
"I passed, and a lot of has to do with you...."
Such simple words, yet so fulfilling.

So...a little update.
Went to go visit my love Memorial Day weekend with his best friend, and his fiance.
Trip down was fine. But things were weird while we were there, and trip back was definitely awkward. They're relationship is weird, and I don't know how they're going to live together when they get married. Which is not problem, or any of my business. But it made me appreciate my husband even more.
Appreciate. Yet another simple word, but with so much meaning.
So I know boys can be boys...but some things guys should keep to themselves when they're alone. Cody had mentioned something about our phone calls in front of Brad, to Brad actually....and that ticked me off to no end.
Not only becuase he was mocking or making fun of the only thing we had....our phone calls....but because I felt like he was belittling me in front of his friend.
Maybe if we were in a different situation, it wouldn't have been such a big deal. But under our circumstances, it was a big deal, and I couldn't let it go.
I'm kind of glad I didn't, because we talked about how sometimes I don't feel appreciated, and that he cannot say stuff like that in front of me. Point across. Done.
So being with another couple all weekend, made me love our relationship, and what we have. Yeah right now, we are not physically together, but I think I'm trying to make the best of it, and going to visit him every couple weeks, is exciting in my world :)

In other news......one of my dear friends Michele, is preggers. Oh baby!
I knew she'd be the first, but it's so surreal. I can't wait to see her and her little baby bump, and cannot wait for a mini Mich or Chris. This makes it real...we're all officially getting old.

Weddings weddings galore!
To add on to my busy summer schedule...Nicole has set a wedding date! I'm extremely excited for them, but I can't help but be stressed about all that's happening starting next month. Well even this month. I'm going to end up having to choose which weddings I can make it, and that is going to kill me. Suzanne's, Nicole's, Jen's, Sandra's.....Oh well....that's life I suppose.

My parents are coming this weekend! My great aunt's daughter is getting married, and my aunts, uncles and my parents have decided to rent a van, and take the 16 hour drive down to TN. I call them crazy, they said it'd be an experience?
Experience? With my crazy uncle? I think not. I think 'a hell of a time' would be more fitting...and that, not equalling out to be a 'good' time. All I can say, is good luck to them. I'm excited for my parents to spend the weekend with me, and excited to show my aunts and uncles that I really do have my own life down here. My only fear....the whole 'you look like you've gained weight' comment. That may be so stupid and trivial....but I dread hearing those words come out of their mouths. I know I should brush it off....who cares if I gained a couple pounds? But that's just so much easier said then done. It's taking over my mind... I try so hard not to think of it as me gaining weight....who cares what others think right? But I just can't get over it. And I don't even think I'm that big....yeah, I'm not the same size that I used to be...but for 26...I think I'm pretty normal. Whatevs.

Moving on.....
Speaking of moving...
I cannot wait until we get our final orders, and the US Air Force tells us where we'll be going. I know we have potential orders to be in El Paso, TX....but I'm praying and hoping really hard, that that will get changed .... hopefully to Ft. Bragg, NC. That would make life so much easier....here's to hoping......